Hello!!!
I’m a newborn!! not really, duh, but that’s how I feel - so the last letter was about how I wanted change, well things have happened. So here you thought I might explain what has actually changed but I don’t wanna delve into details hehe. I’ve been going through these phases and it feels so beautiful to have them written here, this is again a new circle forming or another one ending, or both. I am starting over! Starting again! Becoming! New! Oh, how fresh. Maybe I’ll make a perfume called starting over one day (lol).
What’s interesting with these transitions is that a lot of emotions come into play. I have talked about death on this before, and there it is logical to feel some sort of grief but I think with other transitions or phases in life, grief is often not discussed. Whereas it is such a natural and maybe even beautiful feeling to have! I have to remind myself, that to feel grief also means you cared, you loved, you lived. So yes, I have been feeling grief, about what was and has been. But next to that also a lot of new energy, the feeling like I can rediscover myself. How magical, to be able to look at yourself with other eyes.
Not often do I talk about music on here, but I made a playlist, especially for my new phase. Obviously, I had to call it starting over. I hope you enjoy it <3
Also, I am a believer in signs, even though sometimes my scientific mind doesn’t allow me to really believe them. (How amazing that this is the 10th letter! maybe also a sign?) But when I was thinking of making a decision that would drastically change my life, I spotted this butterfly, one that looked exactly like the one, that according to my mom, my grandma reincarnated into when she passed away. I met my grandma only when I was a month old, but somehow I always connect her to big transitions in my life. This butterfly, that is a sign of her to me, I also saw on my 18th birthday and on other occasions that made me feel like change is necessary or coming.
So here she is, my grandma in full glory:
I hope I reincarnate into a butterfly one day. Or maybe a bird would be cool too. Anyhow, signs are nice and I’m gonna try to accept them more because the world is weird and why not make it more fun with signs, magic, and love? Yes, sometimes it’s better to not be too serious.
On that note, I will leave you to it :)
Much love from a newer version of me (who knows what will come next???)
<3 Flora
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